perjantaina, helmikuuta 28, 2003

I wrote long entry and blogger lost it. Im in hurry so I'll write it again and more more more when I get home at night. LAters then.

perjantaina, helmikuuta 28, 2003

maanantaina, helmikuuta 24, 2003

I woke up moment ago. Hell , I truly slept it all away.

maanantaina, helmikuuta 24, 2003

I play dead, it stops the hurting. I play dead, and the hurting stops... Björk at the middle of the night...or morning I could say. Long long long day I had. Tired I am. Too tired, cause now I cannot get any sleep. I'll close my phone and try to catch a bus to dream land again. Wish me luck. I'll sleep 'til I wake up. And let me do that. Zzz.

maanantaina, helmikuuta 24, 2003

lauantaina, helmikuuta 22, 2003

Hell. I hate the feeling of "Goddamn I look horrible" and such. And my throath is sore and tummy is achy. Im so goddamn neurvous about tonights gig than I havent got this kind of panic about anything in ages. First of all, I will play pongos in few songs...Im not an percussionist, I dont really know how to play drums well, I just drum. I afraid that Im going to make a fool of myself. And then...I have this strange selfesteem situation about myself (these are feelings that I very often get before gig or show) which I dont really would love to have inside my head atm.
My mood seems to be touched with the weather. When its sunny, Im sunny. When its grey dark and cloudy - I am also. Wearing contact lenses and feeling how my eyes cannot really focus on anything. Listening Hedningarna - PornoPolkka and trying to get myself full of total overly bursting energy but all I get is shaky neurvous Lotta who is running around on the walls. Heh.

Im sure everything will go just fine. Im sure. Im just neurvous about my voice also. Saga's song called "Kyynel" where I scream long high voices is always something I really scare. I always lose my voice and well ppl say it rocks and sounds cool, but it hurts! 8) Gotta get my voice open...Really looking forward to play new songs and Sanna Mansikka gig which is always great to be part of, kicking and rocking madly baby!! Woah. Im going to enjoy myself a lot.

They asked Saga to Tampere's film festival to play. We'll see about that. Bad day and we want money from it. We'll see...It would be our first gig outside of Turku. Aaaanyway, gotta be going. Laters folks.

lauantaina, helmikuuta 22, 2003

Bloody hell. I have no inspiration to leave this apartment today. Its dark and grey. No sunshine at all. To homehome before 4pm and then at Epa's to 6pm. 7pm to soundcheck at Koulu and then at 21.00 gig starts...Fuck Im already so neurvous.

Tomorrow all day at studio. Hurray.

Thursday I saw movie "The Ring". Its almost as scary than Japanese movie Pulse. Huhuhuh. I was all shaky and full of adrenaline after seeing that movie. Good one, must say. But now - coffee, shower and running around da city can be started!

lauantaina, helmikuuta 22, 2003

torstaina, helmikuuta 20, 2003

Blogger have been working very strangely these past few days so I havent been able to tell you all the things that are going on in my life right now.
Now when I really start to think about it, there aint really nothing going on in my life. Heahahah. Mostly I use my energy for getting a job. Also I've tried to move on in different parts of my life also. Get this chaos build together and humble as I am - ask help. But havent done that yet. Yesterday I paid loads of bills, got saldo thingie to my phone and send msg to my landlord that Im unable to pay my rent right now. Its already late. But I have no magician abilities and turn myself to millionare. (I've tried, I can tell you!) Spend nights thinking about war, politics (we have general election here in few weeks), my own situation (How much I could get monie from my cellobag in pawnshop) and other people with their great hearts and big wishes. I've spend so much thinking others and then myself is something I forgot. I feel bad and its not the deal, really. I want to take care of Lotta also. Something I need to study hard. Spend whole life helping others through everything they ever ask and now I really need to do that to myself also.

Its sunny!!!! WOAH! I wish I have a digicamera and I could photo this all. Gotta get myself ready and rock soonish, call to some friend and ask 'em for walk by aura river (or on it) and then for cup of coffee. Hopefully I dont have to do that on my own then. Heh. Plans for today...to get hundrets of things done and then I have this one ticket to movie which will get old in week...tonight there is RING at movie theathers. Interesting.
There was nice evening at Epa's last night and I was extremely unable to go there. Now Im pissed and sad about it, in a way. But that's how it goes. But otherwise I had nice nice evening by myself.
I should visit at soitinlaine also today to pick 4 microphones, cables and stands. I will not carry 'em to Littoinen. No way.
At saturday studio all day and gigs. Woah! Gsus Im exited. Sunday studio and...my stepfathers bday. Bah. Nice day anyway, Im sure hahaa!
Tomorrow I'll meet Heidi. Jesh! :) Oh Im so happy.

torstaina, helmikuuta 20, 2003

keskiviikkona, helmikuuta 19, 2003

Why does my heart Feel so bad? Why does my soul Feel so bad?
Where is my own life? where is my dreams. I've lost something I've been searching and all I do is getting myself even more lost that I am. Spring is around. Oh and Im so full of inspiration. Tomorrow great evening at epas...good food, good company and everything. I burst to pieces even waiting it. I worry too much of everyone novadays and then forget myself. And then I wake up to realise that I have nothing under me...no apartment, nothing soon. I've been awake for two days and thinking about what the **** to do. I have no fortune to sell. I once let my montlhy bills paying routine to fall down and everything and now Im dicking grave to myself. Dont bother me, is a night and Im listening very very very dark melancholic music...Tomorrow everything is better...(yeah you can lie to yourself)...

keskiviikkona, helmikuuta 19, 2003

tiistaina, helmikuuta 18, 2003

I wish it could be easy, but it isnt. Im so tired of everything.

tiistaina, helmikuuta 18, 2003

I just wrote two entry and both desided to get lost...Go to hell.

tiistaina, helmikuuta 18, 2003

maanantaina, helmikuuta 17, 2003

Did you notice that I made a some kind of "see me" section to my page last night?

Sun is shining!!! Woah! I feel extremely tired but I think that this coffee here will help me and sun. Yeah! Sun! Spring?!

maanantaina, helmikuuta 17, 2003

Im so tired that my eyes are sore. Spend hours while cleaning this apartment and now its nice, dandy and clean. Holy shit, I'll never gonna let it get that messy ever again. After getting everything shiny I've been staring walls and spend my time watching telly. Sunday series 24 and others. Hang around at home. I've made my life so busy and I always spend nights somewhere...I use this place for sleeping mostly. I remember times when I loved to be here. I still do but I think that in summers this is a whole different way of living...Anyway, having a cello lesson tomorrow afternoon. Yadiyaa.

maanantaina, helmikuuta 17, 2003

sunnuntaina, helmikuuta 16, 2003

Amelie...Gotta love that movie.

Tässä sitä kerää itseänsä ja tuijottaa imuria, rättejä ja pesuainepulloa. Lotta, ota itseäsi niskasta kiinni ja ala siivoamaan. Vartalo tuntuu raskaalta ja kieltäytyy urakasta jota olen jo ties kuinka pitkään siirtänyt päivästä toiseen. Ulkona harmaata ja pimenevää. Tajusin juuri, että savukkeet on loppu ja lähin paikka mistä voisi lisää saada taitaa olla varissuolla. Joskus vain en pidä sunnuntaista. Enkä lähde käpöttelemään tupakan perässä mihinkään suolle ja yadiyaa rai rai. Isä soitti. Pitäisi sanoittaa säkeistö heidän häävalssiin. Pitäisi laulaa häissä neljä biisiä. Pitäisi varmaan pitää puhekkin. Ohhoijaa, kaikkea kanssa. Suussa maistuu kaukainen jallukolan aromi eilisestä yöstä ja mieli vetreänä toivon että omistaisin köyden jota voisin rasvata. Jea jea sarkasmia, toverit.

Yksinäisyyden illuusio ja loisto. Kuinka tuntuu mielenkiintoiselta hakeutua aina yksin paikkoihin olemaan yksin. Juomaan olutta yksin täyteen ravintolaan. Istumaan elokuvateatteriin yksin. Syömään kiinalaiseen yksin. Kävelemään katuja yksin. Kuuntelemaan konserttia yksin. Asioita joita yleensä tehdään kaksin tai isommalla porukalla. Soi kun sinfonia. Eräänlaista kaunista ylistystä asialle joka vain on niin herkkä. Illuusio itsenäisyydestä. Eräällä tapaa surullista mutta silti mielenkiintoista. En nyt osaa selittää, you gotta da point.

Vihaan sunnuntaita. Sunday is gloomy ...Darling I know that my dreams havent hounted you , my heart is telling you how much I wanted you...gloomy sunday.

Nyt otan itseäni raivolla niskasta kiinni ja siivoan. Helvetti, joihinkin asioihin pitää tarttua meni syteen tai saveen. Näin ajattelin eilen ja nyt olen sitä mieltä, etten poistu ikinä tästä huoneistosta. Heahaha. Helvete. Lisää Saga kuvia. Mainiota. Tässä istumme ihastuttavassa koulu ravintolassa, nautimme herkullista maisteria ja hassuttelemme. Hellurei ja hellät tunteet.

sunnuntaina, helmikuuta 16, 2003

Why does my heart feel so bad...I've been singing that Moby song since friday when I was at Epa's and Esa was playing it. Last night I was at bar again. Shame on me. Now sunday bloody sunday, dark coffee, good blues music, vacuum cleaner and jolly thoughts about jolly things. heheh. Im glad I dont have a gun ... ;)

sunnuntaina, helmikuuta 16, 2003

lauantaina, helmikuuta 15, 2003

Thursday went in wild parties. Im sure Senni cannot recall anything. But sure we had a loads of fun. I'll tell you more later, now I clean this fucking apartment and go city to meet Jere after long time without a change to enjoy his jolly personality.

lauantaina, helmikuuta 15, 2003

We had Saga photo session at wednesday after my "job interview"...Very nice time at Restaurant Koulu where we went arouind taking pictures, put one room in total chaos with our photo ideas and scenes and made fun with ppl who where working there at the day. But it was a loads of fun...here one peek to it. Are we good looking girls or what?

lauantaina, helmikuuta 15, 2003

torstaina, helmikuuta 13, 2003

Sunny!! Oh oh oh oh! Sunny, yesterday my life was full of rain. Sunny you smile at me and really ease the pain. All the dark days are gone, bright days are here, my sunny on shines so sincerely...Sunny one so true, I love you.
Not really.
Yesterday was build from early wake up, meeting with owner of restaurant the cow and then hours of Saga bandphotoshooting sessions at restaurant Koulu, which was fun but also very easily it gets you tired. Gotta love that place. After it one beer and chat with Eija and Sari. Very nice time. Had to leave to pic things up from Epa and run to catch a bus. Checked bank account. Empty. Social secure office seems to think that I live with Holy spirit ;) Anyway Sonera closed my phone yesterday also. When I got home I just snapped. After going around on the walls - screaming and whining to phone (Poor Mum, she had to listen all of that), I made something to eat, watched telly and falled asleep. On the floor. Before midnight. Woke up at 1am something, went to bed and slept til 9am. Now I should go to city soonish to see Senni's (and others) penkkarit. Oh I wish I wish I wish that there could be Sossu's money on one bank account that I dont have to be alone at home whole day then when Senni's and friends are going around wildly. ;)
These days reminds me about the thing that where and what I could be if I havent got sick 5 years ago.

torstaina, helmikuuta 13, 2003

tiistaina, helmikuuta 11, 2003

LONG day. Another one, long ahead. Another one at wednesday. Oh oh oh my. How do I do? ______<--*Insert a sappy answer there* SLEEP, NOW! ZZZZZZzz.

tiistaina, helmikuuta 11, 2003

maanantaina, helmikuuta 10, 2003

This would be so cool - Wanna study and go around in Japan so much. Oh well...At my mothers work place...Hungry as hell.

maanantaina, helmikuuta 10, 2003

sunnuntaina, helmikuuta 09, 2003

Sunday. Star Trek - First contact with morning coffee and its warm outside. Tired and that's why I move da cleaning day for tomorrow and lazy this day around. Yesh.

sunnuntaina, helmikuuta 09, 2003

perjantaina, helmikuuta 07, 2003

Marko Haavisto & Poutahaukat song from Kaurismäki movie "Man without Past" have been rolling inside my head in past few hours...Dunno why, heard it from radio after awhile and it gave me some shivering...Sometimes I find my love to 50-60's steal guitar rock again...goddamn Im tired - now to sleep. Im feeling totally empty and a bit down, but hey, there's only one way - deeper ;))

Mua Paholainen vaanii joka kulman takana
Missä vain mä kuljen kuiskii kieli katala
Sen silmät mua katsoo olutlasin pohjalla
Sen hymyilevän huomaan vieraan tytön huulilla.

Mua Paholainen vaanii joka kulman takana
Minne vain mä kuljen on tuo tunne mukana
Kaiken aikaa onneni on vaakaraudalla
Jos ei käy sisälle se oottaa ovella

Luoja auta, pidä kurissa
Kaidalla tiellä poissa kiusauksista
Luoja auta, vaikka tukista
Pidä mieli kirkkaana ja
paita puhtaana

Tuo varjo aina auringosta osan piilottaa
Kauneimpiinkin uniin siipinensään liihottaa
Tänään kuljen hymyillen vaan tiedä tulevaa
Elimme kun etenee vain päivä kerrallaan

Mua Paholainen vaanii joka kulman takana
Minnevain mä kuljen on tuo tunne mukana
Alttiina oon silloin kun on mieli apea
Rakkaan luokse helpompaa lie pahaa paeta

Voin elää kuten tahdon kunhan pysyn varuillaan
Se ketään ei vie väkisin saa kukin valita
Vaan hankalaa on aika-ajoin mieli hallita
Itsemurhalentäjää ei ruusuin palkita

Yesh sir, Ich kan Boogie.

perjantaina, helmikuuta 07, 2003

torstaina, helmikuuta 06, 2003

Rebel yell. I wish I could get a light from heaven above me and next thing I do is great notes one paper for horn section. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

torstaina, helmikuuta 06, 2003

Sigh. No post stamps at my local store right now so I coundnt post papers to social security office today. Which means - no money until end of next week. My buscard ran off saldo today so I cannot go anywhere. 52e is too much right now if I want to live thru weekend. Also I burned my hand while trying to cook and clean owen. its lefts hands forefinger and its very bad thingie cause it hurts like hell when I try to play cello...Sigh. Its not my day. Its not my week. Its not my life. Tonight blues rehersals and Im so neurvous that I could die and everything else in my life is going straight down...Dumdidam. Grrr.

torstaina, helmikuuta 06, 2003

Sigh. I really do miss my orange/red hair. I think could I keep this blonde mixed up brown thingie with red? Or it is too much something...dunno. I have a identical chrise with my hair. After being redhead for 7years (one year with total black) I truly miss it. Now this beige, mocha brown and blonde from front thingie is well I love it but I need something...Maybe some very radical lines of dark brown somewhere. Maybe my personality doesnt want to shine with red, orange and pink hairdo's anymore...Maybe I want to hide somewhere and now show up that much anymore. Dunno.

Its grey day again. Erkka is alive, his mobilephone was just not working and so we have a rehersals today. Timo send me and sms that he's sick and will skip it, but I dont worry about it. My tummy is rolling and I feel horrible cause Im so neurvous.

I got Saga's first studio (with this group) session record yesterday and Im proud. I burst to tears cause that song is so beautiful. Band is getting strong and full of energy to do what ever we want! I love these girlies.

Went to meet Tuire to her work place and got a long long grey jacket from her. Nicey poo. Some people say (quite many even) that sometimes I look like a priest cause I wear black and hat. Now I look one even more, hahah.

Should go to store to get stamps but Im not sure do they sell 'em. Fuck.

Jere, if you read this I would gladly meet you tomorrow - cup of coffee and chatty chat!

Im tired. Im so tired. Im so goddamn tired. Im so tired of waiting something in my life. Im so tired of having this urge to do things but I have no change to do anything. These piles of bills and so on are taking a loads of energy away to even try to get anything done in my life...you know what I mean? More to do, less you get from yourself.

I got a ticket to Vote. Greens? Dunno.

torstaina, helmikuuta 06, 2003

Tomorrow's rehersals are making me so neurvous that I cannot get no sleep. AAAARGH!

torstaina, helmikuuta 06, 2003

keskiviikkona, helmikuuta 05, 2003

Oh other news too: My Dad and stepMother are finally getting married. Woah. Helluva party at the end of summer.

keskiviikkona, helmikuuta 05, 2003

Tarvitsen töitä. Paniikki alkaa iskeä. Joka puolelta tulee, että joo ei meillä nyt ole mahdollisuutta ottaa ketään oppisopimukseen, mutta kiitos mielenkiinnosta ja sekin paikka josta tuli että "Pidetään yhteyttä ja keskustellaan mahdollisuuksistasi yadiyaa" ei vastaa emailiin. Pitäisi varmaan soittaa. En tiedä sitten. Äerghalsmdsgnm...
Anyway, kyllä tämä on taas näitä päiviä. Soitin selloa, olen soittanut sitä viime aikoina niin raivokkaan epätavallisen paljon, että en pystynyt enää kunnolla soittamaan. Jousikäden lihakset aivan ihmeen kipiät ja sormet toisessa kädessä niin hellinä että kieliä painaessa sattuu niin pal perkeleesti. Mutta sitä se on. En anna itselleni nyt anteeksi ellen edes koske varttia selloa per päivä.
Hellä herätys. Paniikki alkaa repiä suunnattomia muotoja elämässäni. No ei. Sentään. Soneran uusi lasku tuli. Jotain 80e. ja sitten tuo maksamaton lasku, sen ilmoitus tuli että "maksa saatana heti 120e tai..." ja mukana soma piristävä sarjakuva flyeri "Rahat loppu! Mitäs nyt?" Kauniita hassuja kuvia ja hirveet tekstit mitä tapahtuu jos nyt en heti maksa..."Tiesitkö, että maksuhäiriömerkinnän saanut EISAA luottokorttia, pankkilainaa, osamaksuostoksia, vuokra-asuntoa ja opintolainaa 2-4 vuoteen"...Tässä maassa propaganda tms toimii loistavasti. toisella puolen paperia on kissankokoisin kirjaimin "ÄLÄ SULJE OVIA EDESTÄSI!!"...Hitto. kesäteatteri jutut muuttuvat niin että niistä tulee mahdolisesti vasta projektit syksyyn. No jos pääsisi seikkailupuiston teltan sijasta kaupungin teatteriin niin tulisi sitten toki yhtenäinen palkka projektin ajan ja tietäisi miten hommat skulaa. (ja olisihan siinä oma hienoutensa heahaha)...Ulkona paskasta. Pitäisi mennä suihkuun ja lähteä. Presso veti vatsan veteläksi. Heti kun on aikaa painun päiväksi pariksi hesaan. Sen teen. Ready or not here I come. Lasku pino sen kuin kasvaa, kunnianhimo tehdä töitä ja opiskella ravintola-alaa ja päästä pitkälle on suuri, mutta miksi kukaan ei sitä näe? Sitä kun lähestulkoon "myy persettä"-fiiliksellä hakee duunia/oppisopimuspaikkaa...Sigh. Aina rohkaistaan, että pitää olla aktiivinen ja muuta, mutta kun sitä on niin tulee vaan tumpusta. Whine. Mutta nyt en mieti noita laskuja, pitää tehdä tänään vaikka mitä. Käyn moikkaamassa Tuire turunmaansairaalla ja sitten likkoja apteekissa, sitten kotikotona käyn katsomassa pari nauhoitusta ohjelmia joita en kerinnyt telkusta kattoa ja moikkaamassa äiteetä. Rento meisinki. Missä Erkka? En sitten tiedä. Olen huolissani. Sigh.

keskiviikkona, helmikuuta 05, 2003

Yesh! After 4pm Saga girls will meet up at Apteekki where we will get hour master tape from "Endless rain"...Woowoo. Then at winter vacation we start to do serious ep-recording sessions for one weekend.
I've been seeing realistic and quite annoying dreams for 4days now. Sometimes I dont even see the line between real and dream. Tummy is aching, dunno why, forgot to get coffee from shop yesterday so morning cup of very dark duble espresso...
We didnt had blues rehersals at sunday cause Erkka didnt come there. Ok, after it me and Ari have tried to call him all the time, with no response. Shit, what is going on, I just start to get very very very very worried. And also - we have rehersals tomorrow with everyone, exept havent heard from Erkka. God I just start to tear something into pieces if he dont let me know what is going on...

keskiviikkona, helmikuuta 05, 2003

tiistaina, helmikuuta 04, 2003

Gig was fine. No we have more. Goddamn Im busy and I have to cancel some things from this month. Studio sessions, gigs, shootings everything. Which is in a way good thing. Then at the same time I try to get an apartment to my sister and do other things like getting a job (cause also I need an apartment for myself too ha) and...blablablaa...Theather is on bankruptcy so I wont get my moneys. ha. Fuck I hate show business sometimes. Anyway, gotta go to sleep. I started to think that this journal aint so very intresting or entertaining at all. Just plain boring surveys or my whining for 24/7. Im sorry. ;) Nighty nite everyone.

tiistaina, helmikuuta 04, 2003

maanantaina, helmikuuta 03, 2003

01. what's the most embarassing thing in your record collection?
Dunno. Tanita Tikaram perhaps.
02. have you ever stolen anything?
Noup.
03. what (illegal) drugs (if any) have you done?
Humm...
04. who/when was the last person you kissed (bonus points if you can locate a picture of said person on the internet)?
Hum...
05. who's your biggest rock/movie star crush?
Lars von Trier
06. who's your online crush?
hmm.. i don't know.
07. have you ever made out with anyone on your online friends?
Ha.
08. what's the best gift you've ever received?
Lomo camera from Antero. I carry it with me 24/7.
09. what's the last dream you remember having?
Last night I saw a dream of me taking piercings all over my body. Gsus.
10. what's the longest you've stayed awake?
four days or something.
11. boys: ever kissed another boy?
Ha.
12. what's the best concert you've ever attended?
Gjallarhorn at Åbo svenska teatter few weeks ago. It was amazing. Also own Sanna Mansikka gig at Shadow week ago, it rocked!!1
13. what's the most illegal thing you've ever done?
Underage drinking, perhaps. Eeeh, dunno. Cannot remember.
14. what's the biggest lie you've ever told?
i don't really lie. Biggest...to doctors that Im not ill anymore, which wasnt true. Just tried to get away from it.
15. if you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick?
Sex.
16. what's your favorite bad-for-you food?
Nacho cheese Chips and very fried french fries. Drool.
17. tell your most embarassing moment.
I havent really got any in ages. Maybe when I fell on stage when audience was clapping wildly their hands together...Or year ago when I dropped my microphone in the middle of my song, but I catched the moment very well, ran to take another microphone and everything ended very well...
18. what's the craziest thing you've ever done to impress a boy/girl?
Eh. Cannot remember. Send stupid sms's or then I've just been extremely open to 'em and got boys very blushy. eh...
19. what rockstar would you be a permanent groupie for, no questions asked?
Roy Cox and the Blues Knights...heahhaha dunno. Eric Valkama? Hhaha. Im not a groupie person...
20. favorite sex record?
Massive attack, Mezzanine. Maybe.
21. what's your biggest guilty pleasure?
masturbating when i know i should be doing something else. haha. how pathetic is that? No really, dunno.
22. you just had twins, one boy and one girl. what are their names?
Mailis och Wilma.
23. who's your favorite broken up band?
Roy Cox and the BluesKnights.
24. what movie have you seen ten times or more?
Brakeing the waves, Star Wars ep 4-6, Leon...
25. if you could lose (or get back to re-lose) your virginity to any person living or dead, who would it be?
I wouldnt want to lose my virginity to anyone then, yet.
26. what's your favorite food that everyone else thinks is weird/gross?
Sushi.
27. what's the best and worst job you've ever had?
worst: cleaning lady for one fucking summer. Also it was great, thought, but messy and hard.
best: - Ha. There is no any. Maybe being at Internet Coffee but it was shit of workplace too.
28. what's your favorite album that was made before you were born?
Many!
29. are you a dog person or a cat person?
Both. Before Nobody I was just a dog person, now morelikely a cat person...
30. what's your favorite US city? favorite city outside the US?
us: n/a, outside of us: Krakov/Poland!
31. what's the farthest you've traveled to see a band?
Helsinki...no to Kajaani to see RH Blues Band gig. Yesh.
32. have you ever made out with more than one person in the same 24 hour period? (if so, HOW MANY? haha) Ehehehe. Duh.
33. favorite curse word?
Schaisse or kettu. I've tried to stop cursing so I have this funny "Voe elläimen käpälä, Voe jiesuksen takatukka" lines I use when I get pissed off. Ha.
34. favorite euphemism for sex?
i have no idea.

35. favorite song lyric? "Too tired to rock, too young to die, sick of this seek and hide" -B'o'M.
36. have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star? (criteria for real rock star include being at least marginally popular outside your home town, a record deal, a video, and or it's possible to buy your record someplace other than your show or your mom's house)
Gotta think about this very well...hum. Yes.
37. what's the weirdest place you've ever kissed etc anyone?
Messy dark gateway.
38. what's the weirdest article of clothing you wear on a regular basis?
Everything.
39. what's the craziest/stupidest thing you've ever done while drunk?
i'm not even going to tell you about that. Ha!!1
40. what's your favorite board game?
Alias.
41. what's your favorite song to dance like you're mental to?
anything with an grazy drum rhythm...
42. doesn't madonna rule? it's ok, you can admit it, it's only me and i know she rules.
yes. She know what she's doing and always finds her way to be on the top of the music business...
43. what's your favorite part of a boy's/girl's body? (be nice! hehe)
Hair, mmm...many places.
44. what's your favorite smell?
Sea breeze, green grass, dark coffee, summer nights, gasolinem peach...
45. what's your favorite drink?
water, coffee, hoegaarden white beer, kriek and milk. also peach tea, nectarine or ice tee, yummy!
46. what was your favorite cartoon when you were little?
Disney's movies or classic cartoons with Donald Duck. Momins where pop also.
47. what song makes you cry?
"Play dead" -Björk, "Paljon sanomatta Jää" version of RH Blues Band when I sing. I always cry while singing it and "Sinua sinua rakastan".
48. what's your favorite pickup line?
"Do I come here often?"
49. what current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately?
Im ok with evrything.
50. you get to rename yourself anything you want.
Mailis.

maanantaina, helmikuuta 03, 2003

Two days at the studio with Saga. Tonight a gig also. At wednesday we have photosession for demo covers and promotion use and and...sigh. Last night spend well phone in silence and 8h without using it. Very relaxing. Then well dreamed night and Im ready to rock. Saga will go to studio again in few weeks. First song "In this endless rain" sounded so goddamn good and Im truly proud of our work. Anyway, gotta cook something and start to get ready for tonight. Sigh...

maanantaina, helmikuuta 03, 2003

lauantaina, helmikuuta 01, 2003

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lauantaina, helmikuuta 01, 2003

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